After a little under four years of toiling around not exactly lowing what fate shall await me I settled upon going to school for costuming. Two years of trying to save up more money to go, five years of portfolio building, two months of prep, one week of anxiety, and a morning of panic attacks, plus two weeks of waiting later….I have the results and i'm in! WHoooohhooooooo!
I got the news after I finished a shift a lll the way out in Edgemont, and I had ridden my bike home and got lost twice. Needless to say I got home late… like 12am late. I decided to check my mail(two days early) because i'd been holding back from nervously checking for the past two weeks. And before i'd even unlocked my door I read it and felt… nothing… I was confused at first and just laid back in the grass staring at the moon because it was a spectacular night. Nothing seemed any different and I kept thinking I should be celebrating or something since its kinda life changing and not that many things in my life have been.. life changing before..
BUT THE NEXT MORNING I woke up like this --->
And was gloating all day being like, HA!~ How could they not accept me, like pssht. Why was I even all worried, i'm so amazing how could they not. xD I definitely had the biggest ego ever that day. But it felt good after all the anxiety.
In the short run that means you'll get to see some more of my better stuff that i'll be producing in school, however I won't be making as much as my regular stuff. My quality will go up but my quantity might go down since i'll be broker then a potato out of dirt. (not that I post much egrhhdm *cough* sorry *cough*)
Speaking of posting though i'm going to try and make it my goal to post something every tuesday at 2pm (my favourite day and time of the week,) until I start school (105 days form now.) My new projects are Homura in her Homucifer or demon form from Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Sully from Fire Emblem Awakening(undecided,) someone…from Game of Thrones (undecided,) Photo Finish from My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, a Pokémon from this source Gijinka
, and several more that I will fill in as my friends remind me! …..
Thank you lovely people for all your support and motivation!~
And especially to my new watchers!